i am writing this blog to thank all my sistahs hu have been true to me over the years

i am writing this blog to thank all my NEW sistahs hu have allowed me to be part of their lives

i am writing this blog even to my PAST sistahs who have gone through a different path 

i am writing this blog to tell all you my sistahs that not all women are our friends

------i am personally sad, i was optimistic at first to gain new friends to add memories in my book of happy memories with the great women of my life, i was nice (you all know how nice i can be), i was devastated that the women who i try to reach out to are way below my FRIENDS TO BE LIST of standards.

i am talking about women who say lies behind your back, who shows insecurities by saying that you are insecure with them, gives you a huge "hi friend" smack everytime you see each other. (i must admit i also do such things, but not to my SISSIES/ SISTAHS and NEVER to the people i consider MY FRIENDS).

I was a fool, i was WARNED, and i WAS hurt once before,  but still i stood up believing that people change and that there are still people who say sorry and actually mean it. Yet again i was wrong. The friendship that i thought existed was really too good to be true. The price to pay in wanting to meet a few good people.... 

but then i know i will forgive people like these, i always had. for  "Those who understand, always forgive"

those who are contented with their lives always forgive

those who trust the good in others always forgive

to my sissies, choose your friends wisely coz it really hurts, am sure you have felt this way before, am sure you can understand what am saying....

and yes i know what your thinking, may pinapatamaan tlga ako! i want her/him/them to know that i was deeply hurt with what ive experienced and heard.

 this is to let them know that if they planned to make a fool out of me in believing we were friends, great! you did a great job!

sisters take note:

xs: insecure people are the ones who see the bad light in others, not finding the good  sincere being in other people is indeed insecurity itself. :)

xxs: never tell anyone that others are insecure of you (especially if there is a great possibility that they aren't), for it shows the biggest sign of your own insecurity. Its just simply ugly, just keep it to yourself, for the only purpose that it serves is to feed your EGO.

xxxs: never trust UNCULTURED, irresponsible, psychotic, IMMATURE MEN, for they can also /may also START A WAR against you and your sisters/potential sisters, YOU"LL SURELY REGRET IT IN THE END

xxxxs: don't pick a fight with people that are older than you, give it to them, they're OLD.

xxxxxs: never start/ignite/in anyway pick a fight with other women because of a MAN nor USE a MAN to fight with other WOMEN, first of all its sooo egoistic, its unCLASSY and its very whorelike!

xxxxxxs: never involve MEN in dealing with your other SISTAHS/potential sistahs/girl friends. It will always end nasty. Men will never understand, and never ever understand.

xxxxxxs: always keep in mind that MEN love CAT fights! don't let any man ignite you to start a CAT FIGHT! Its not SEXY!

*lets all stay pretty! and forgive the ones that are bitter and ugly!cheers to that!

ASELA- i know that there is a great possibility that this blog will reach you AGAIN and i want to let you know that this is not about u and i certainly did not write a whole blog about u in the past (well you knew that already, uve seen it), i am just surprised on how stories a.k.a. tsismis are twisted and changed :)

KOR- thank you for the wonderful message you've sent me, it was great, it helped me a lot today :)

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------------thank you for sharing this aweful memory of mine through this blog.now i cAn dispose it and forget it forever--------------